Sunday, May 30, 2010

the invisible girl

she didnt realise it was possible to disappear
until no longer at her door they were knocking
no one acknowledged. and she, dissolved into air


last night, i dreamt that you were with me,
finally, i could breathe.

Friday, May 28, 2010

she saw:

blinding orbs, piercing direction into the night. and in precisely that moment, she was hit...

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

suspended in illusion

there i was standing, on top of the world.
but, it was only as i exposed the truth that my strings were cut and i realised i was never standing, only, suspended...

Sunday, May 23, 2010

haunted slumber

"live to dream, die to pretend," she always said.
until slowly, the lines of reality and illusion blurred, leaving her trapped in this restless insomnia, too scared to let her eyelids fall...

Saturday, May 22, 2010

tactile sense

soft as clouds, high as a kite,
the winds swept away, him, that night.

Friday, May 21, 2010

candor the second

horrid honesty and divine deception...

Thursday, May 20, 2010


shame is just a human invention

Monday, May 17, 2010


you taste like hope, the light at the end
you taste like safe, no need to defend
you taste like happy, warm from the wind
you taste like it, i should let you in.

Sunday, May 16, 2010


she felt the ecstasy of pure honeyed light in her veins, like being infused with the soul she had lost
the inevitable was coming, that she could feel in her bones, but she had nowhere left to run, nowhere left to hide.


Saturday, May 15, 2010


im trying day by day to find a place where light still shines
where hearts still beat
and hope still grows....

Thursday, May 13, 2010

haunted living

in my dreams, bones sink to stone.
in my dreams, the wolf he moans.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010


on floral sheets that she had spent night after insomniac night upon he told her that all he wanted was to save her.
he held her close and let his warmth envelop her, let their bodies become one.
when she finally found her voice she whispered softly into his ear:
"its too late. im beyond saving. beyond life beyond death
beyond you beyond me
beyond ocean and sea
beyond young, old, hot, cold, happy, sad, good bad, sane, mad.
im lost in this world and im drowning in it - as time passes im only fading and you can only become white noise, a blurred figure. walk away from me while you can. save yourself"

Monday, May 10, 2010


you built up this wall, pretended there was magic,
you tricked them all, for reality was tragic.

Sunday, May 9, 2010


watch your fucking back, for to create is to destroy...


sweet to see and soft to touch
but he might be the one that doesnt care very much.
kindest heart and not so pretty
but he might be the one asphyxiated by the city.

Thursday, May 6, 2010


when he saw himself there, at the bottom of the river bed, he could think of nothing else
nothing but the crystal cut features, the rich hair and piercing eyes
he was so entranced that he spent days, weeks even, at the edge of the river, peering upon himself
until one day he decided he had to be with himself and took the plunge, only to never rise upwards to the surface again.


thankyou ares for having ears and a psyche
i caressed ivory skin, cold hands and hard bones
i kissed unflinching lips and tried and tried
if only you had been real, my love
and if only, so could i.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010


when nothing quite fits, its two spheres of time;
your sanity gone and you simply rhyme.

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

le visage

sometimes, you catch me, unaware. caught in time and space
sometimes, you see, i need some time, learning to see your face...

Sunday, May 2, 2010


my head is lightning, flashing proud
my heart is thunder, cracking loud.
my eyes are stars, glistening bright
my body is darkness for i, am the night.

Saturday, May 1, 2010

truth & illusion

if i speak the truth am i only exposing myself,
only putting myself up to be hurt?