pack

and in the darkness of the night

i want to see your fight

listen to you moan

as they corrupt you to your bones

misanthropic

have you ever kissed the devil under the pale moonlight?

losing your faith by the end of the night?

weak

we drink all night and wake up bruised,

thinking were safe with nothing to lose.

we drink away our troubles and our fears

leaving us bruised and scarred for years.

reap

all dolled up?

i got the voodoo.

watch your step,

we dont want to lose you...

truth

soft to see but not to touch

he seemed amazing but he liked it rough.

sweetest kisses and eyes so deep

you thought he meant it but he left you in your sleep.

rip

crumpled sheets and unfinished dreams

everything started will burst at its seams.

hunt

it took a while but we made it back

but now to escape from presumptions attack.

i made it back but not the same:

i dont want to play your messed up game.

those nights

second-hand smoke will follow your decisions

chasing the bad to haunt your eternal

bruise

and there they were, painted black and blue

like different rubs of some nasty tattoo...

bond

boo hoo

you never really knew.

then it doesnt matter that were loosing you

burning

and you looked at me with that fire in your eyes

and as the ambers glowed i knew you would leave me

for everyone does

and i knew that i couldnt take it, again...

leave

i saw your face in everyone, i swear

and it scared me so much.

i couldnt sleep at at all until i knew you were home

even though you didnt know i was waiting.

fall

i was standing there and it was like

those two wings from my back

vanished

leaving only gaping scars

mission

and all you want is just to say:

ill be there, youll see, one day.

so dont go away, dont you move

youll see. ive got things to prove.

pierce

and theres bite marks on my skin

from your sharply pointed grin...

not i

oh gee youre so wise! oh god your thighs! youre so fucking cool, why play by the rules? so, hear my desperate cries as they ring through the night... wait. thats right, i see through your lies. so lets play no more games as we waste away our days. i need to inject before you fucking infect.

aftermath

in that tight tight dress

what a psychedelic mess.

and she didnt know how to stop it.

already won

check your flight make sure its right and try, if you can, to last the night. check shes fine and check her lies walk the streets with exposed upper thighs. walk til morning and work the day sell yourself to get your pay you arent anything you arent new.

this game is over, i think you lose.

mystery

i never knew a thing about him:

from his angels smile to devils intentions he was pure confusion.

but now, as his hand rests upon my leg

i know he has even more layers then i could ever know...

evils kiss

and in that night you were everything to me.

but as days and hours pass you fade away:

"ill give you a reason," you say and i need little more to prompt me...

and much to stop me.

refresh

in her dreams were girls with bones like bird cages, dancing upon dusty stages laced with red lights. gone were pajama days and barely there nights. these were the days of the dreams, the disease...

rest

and in those moments when we lie there

all i keep thinking, as i draw my fingers over your back

is that one day we will only be particles

...until, like dust, we settle

distant

lets scrape away all these distant ideals

for one day we will just be bones, and dust...

pandemonium

after all this time and all this loss

all i want is to taste your chaos

middle

im so blue you cant get through

and wouldnt want to worry you.

youre so "smart" so you never have a doubt

and so wasted your insides are falling out.

the wait

the time started passing it flew right by but then then they started to wonder, why? why were things changing, what had they done? had they lost their will for fun? they didnt know fun. things were fading, changing from bright and howls grew louder and louder each night. the nights were dark, the nights were long and finally it struck:

that theyd always been wrong.

the breaker

the waves took her away.

beneath the surface she glided like snakes

preying on those that fell

and finding, eventually, a satisfying silence...

haze

and now, while she sleeps, we shall awaken the dreamer;

she doesnt deserve this world before her eyes.

aloof

you never knew that girl at all.

lying about that night

spreading words that never were

you waited, you said but you were nothing but vain

and now, its cold; only her bones remain.

web

why are there so many secrets?

you may hide behind words, a name or a face

but in the end youll never win this race

times are changing, its time for fear

for like everything else, the end is near.

so fuck it up and hunt them down

theres no one there to hold your crown

you think youre great you think youre fine

but darling know: youre out of time.

noose

and you hanged us there like towels to dry

as though none of it had ever meant anything and like we had only ever been commodities of convenience

left and forgotten.

you used us, you moved us

and left us to dry.

drip

it covers the doorways it covers your hands

you think its great but you dont understand

you never did and you never will

but you wait around till youve had your fill.

things get darker, its all a haze

and you scream and you scream, trapped in this maze

the hours pass by but oh, still;

youre trapped and were hungry, we want our fill.

commodity

you cant afford to lose me

so instead, you use me.

its okay

youve got what you want

youve got what you need

the wait is over

you can finally breathe

wasted

all these hours that life inspires

all these minutes but life transpires

all these seconds, stolen by liars;

to ensure all mine are wasted.

overrated

pre madonna high school drama

dont you wanna, really wanna

take that step, please do the honour

fix it, me? well im not gonna...

twenty eight

my essays say im scared, they tell me

so why oh why would i fear?

i look so small, so scared, but why?

for the end, is oh so near...

absent

i tried to call out to tell you;

but you werent there.

you never listened,

you never cared.

dream chase

...it never ends...

the tower

misery, distress, calamity too

wherever you hide, its heights will find you.

deception, ruin, and disgrace

the towers longs; hungry, with haste.

beset

this emptiness will haunt you...

the end

red rover red rover

its finally over.

the ones that i love

ill never disown you

the ones that i love

ill never forget you.

everpressing

like some deluded sleeping beauty,

her finger pricked,

she fell upon the table

staining the fabric before her crimson.

the tribe

it was all there in the drums beat;

i heard it there, as we stamped our feet.

this tribal day with our longings true

i feel this primal desire for you.

locked away

...and in our strength

we shall eat nothing but teeth,

until we are sufficed...

the last years

all those silly cigarettes we smoked, those drinks till we were blind

what we wanted to have fun fun fun

and we needed that, at the time...

bone

just like we are, youll be dust...

calm after storm

as night begins to fall,

you hold me tight,

whispering gently as you caress my skin.

the stars bloom around us as deep descends

we slowly part, farewelling our sin.

metropolis

i grew up in sorrows city,

nurtured by the undead

and fantasizing, of the day youd take me away...

fragile

i see you in my dreams, sometimes, and you terrify me.

you may be bright eyes, soft lips and open hands

but i know that as soon as you touch me, i break...

changeling

we spent days, filled with desire,

making plans for the memories we hoped to make...