pandemonium

after all this time and all this loss

all i want is to taste your chaos

middle

im so blue you cant get through

and wouldnt want to worry you.

youre so "smart" so you never have a doubt

and so wasted your insides are falling out.

the wait

the time started passing it flew right by but then then they started to wonder, why? why were things changing, what had they done? had they lost their will for fun? they didnt know fun. things were fading, changing from bright and howls grew louder and louder each night. the nights were dark, the nights were long and finally it struck:

that theyd always been wrong.

the breaker

the waves took her away.

beneath the surface she glided like snakes

preying on those that fell

and finding, eventually, a satisfying silence...

haze

and now, while she sleeps, we shall awaken the dreamer;

she doesnt deserve this world before her eyes.

aloof

you never knew that girl at all.

lying about that night

spreading words that never were

you waited, you said but you were nothing but vain

and now, its cold; only her bones remain.

web

why are there so many secrets?

you may hide behind words, a name or a face

but in the end youll never win this race

times are changing, its time for fear

for like everything else, the end is near.

so fuck it up and hunt them down

theres no one there to hold your crown

you think youre great you think youre fine

but darling know: youre out of time.

noose

and you hanged us there like towels to dry

as though none of it had ever meant anything and like we had only ever been commodities of convenience

left and forgotten.

you used us, you moved us

and left us to dry.

drip

it covers the doorways it covers your hands

you think its great but you dont understand

you never did and you never will

but you wait around till youve had your fill.

things get darker, its all a haze

and you scream and you scream, trapped in this maze

the hours pass by but oh, still;

youre trapped and were hungry, we want our fill.

commodity

you cant afford to lose me

so instead, you use me.

its okay

youve got what you want

youve got what you need

the wait is over

you can finally breathe

wasted

all these hours that life inspires

all these minutes but life transpires

all these seconds, stolen by liars;

to ensure all mine are wasted.

overrated

pre madonna high school drama

dont you wanna, really wanna

take that step, please do the honour

fix it, me? well im not gonna...

twenty eight

my essays say im scared, they tell me

so why oh why would i fear?

i look so small, so scared, but why?

for the end, is oh so near...

absent

i tried to call out to tell you;

but you werent there.

you never listened,

you never cared.