Aftermath

It's funny how you didn't used to mind that I was mean,

When I was on your team. 

But now you're confused, you say I'm obscene.

When did we stop playing for the same team?

Was it when I broke your heart?

Could've been...

Action

Even though I'm never alone

I've never been so lonely.

I laugh a lot, I talk, I moan

But I'm only acting, phoney.

Save me from this wasting, help me find my smile

Help me see some happiness, even for a little while.

Irrevocable

I don't remember the last time someone asked me if I was okay,

Or asked if I was happy.

So I keep smiling, asking them...

Waiting for someone to realise.

Anniversary

A week long Suicide Tuesday

This screaming, serotonin  low.

Feels like I'm falling, spinning, down

How? When the weekend had me so high...