dreaming

i wish i could re-choreograph my world.

it gets me down when all i want to do is dance around, scream & shout, let it all out
but the world gets me down with the pain that just wont.
stop. with injury comes a loss of expression. a loss of my life. i am. empty. all i want to do is dance. i want to choreograph a world where everythings nice and crying at all is not allowed
i want to close the windows, close the doors. turn on the music. turn off my world.
i want perfection, i want the pain to stop. i want to dance around, scream & shout, let it all out. the pain is the barrier that holds me back from the world where i live out of flats.
why break. do i really need this now?