Thursday, December 31, 2009

the night

our only certainty is that the night will end in flames...

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

how beautiful the ordinary

it was an exquisite irony: just when we stopped wanting to kill ourselves, we started to die...


i saw him standing there and it was like i couldnt breathe

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

visual addiction

dont get tangled in the dangerous webs...

dog cahhhhhnnnn

get some fucking manners?

Monday, December 28, 2009

why just try

do yourself a favour become your own saviour

filthy attraction

sin is ignoring desire about what you know is right...

Sunday, December 27, 2009

the plastic canopy of US royalty

and it took bites/out of her insides
til she was just a hollow shell...

Saturday, December 26, 2009

crowded deserts

im the one you didnt think of. im the one you didnt see...

Friday, December 25, 2009

oh yeah...

that christmas thing? yeah, happy to it.

"i love that here


Thursday, December 24, 2009


...dude, youre the freaking alphabest!

all this time

all ive ever wanted to do is to change the colour of your moodring.
yet we spend these hours, suspended in illusion, and all we can do is stare and stare...

one fell swoop

you are careening shamelessly into oblivion. (live/alone/chemicals/gin)


i got it all, yes its true. so why dont i get you?

Monday, December 21, 2009

falling to valleys far from cities far from skies

wash away wash away wash away...

cleanse away the bad

(what happens in the shower stays in the shower)
leave room only for the best

Saturday, December 19, 2009

halfmoon werewolf

i cant stand who youve become.
or who youve always been? i think i only like the picture of you ive painted within my fading mind:
only one more chance to try and win the games...


hold my hand as i wither into nothing
hold my heart as i fade from you...lonely

Thursday, December 17, 2009

im not ready to face the world...

its too hard to cope; take one step forward, fall two back.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

thinking of you all

in a totally non sadistic way... i hope you get what you want and can use it...

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

im green and im grumpy

its me in the cupboard its me you cant see
you wonder, you wonder...'now what could she be?'

im magic im silver im light and im airy. im a glittering twinkling tinkling... (fairy)


why would i when?

Monday, December 14, 2009

lonely road

will you walk with her, the road less travelled?

dependable median

the average person tells 4 lies a day, or 1460 a year, a total of 88,000 by the age of 60. and the most common lie is: im Fine.

tree day

christmas listings

- money
- a unicorn
- crotchet singlet
- cool sandals
- a bird
- sunnies
- wallet
- perfume
- happiness
- books
- a big ol' bag o' bones
- creativity
- a cure

Sunday, December 13, 2009

vantage life

what a great investment!

would they? would. they? they would? would. they? would?

if we were to do things over i thinktheyd be different

Saturday, December 12, 2009

only just

i have this strange desire to put my hands around your neck and squeeze. KIDDING!

valuable lessons learnt

its a horrible lesson when you realise you cant depend on anyone but yourself...
believe it or not i wont abuse thou who i hate.

Thursday, December 10, 2009


just a girl with a magical disappearing act...

its kind of a funny story

it was almost like a reverse nightmare, like when you wake up from a nightmare youre so relieved. i woke up into a nightmare.
and that nightmare was life. life is a nightmare. yes.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009


all that glitters gold
only shooting stars break the mould
(im alive i survived)
i understand and wish to continue.



Saturday, December 5, 2009


what do you choose when you
love love
(but you) hate hate

Friday, December 4, 2009


i think youre the fucking antichrist.

waiting to die

well isnt this going to be fun?

Thursday, December 3, 2009

mild thursday

she walks home alone again with tear stained cheeks and a heavy heart, dragging her feet along the cracked pavement and past the passers-by


cant afford to get nostalgic.

i never make it

i love how they see the whole picture. everyone.
no one cares enough to let me make it, to make it work...


Wednesday, December 2, 2009

ill never learn to fly for i am too afraid ill fall...

shadowy silence

midnight blues leave room only
for black
to swoop
down and encompass

and our distant memories