Monday, January 27, 2014

The Invisible Girl

We met when you opened a door into me,
Hitting me square.
Because you didn't notice me,
You didn't see me there.
Then we got to know each other,
We got to see each others minds.
We talked of ideas and meanings,
Losing track of time.
But after our night alone,
The hours flew by then.
It was Christmas and a new day,
And I was invisible, again.

Friday, January 17, 2014


Being with You
Was like leaving the real world
And living in our own Kingdom.
The palace of your apartment
Looking down on the city.
You were this King to me
I was just a princess.
Because I told you I didn't want to be anyone's Queen
But really I knew, I would never be yours.

Tuesday, January 14, 2014

Calvin Klein

You were a male model,
And more insecure than I was.
We snuggled under blankets, on the couch,
We ate Tim Tams together and made love.
That really shouldn't have happened.
You told me to stop cracking my bones,
"You'll get arthritis," you said.
That really shouldn't have happened.

Thursday, January 9, 2014


Thinking back to the small amount of time we spent together;
It was never quite "right".
The time you hit me, the time you tried to strangle me…
But worst of all the time I tried to love you.

Friday, January 3, 2014


Even though I knew you were what she wanted,
I relished in the attention, making you mine.
Even though I knew it wasn't real,
Just a way to kill some time.
Even though I meant nothing to you,
Just a web, an elaborate lie.

That satisfying sensation…
Just a way to know I win.