Sunday, February 28, 2010

ancient anxiety

older than time, older than lies...

hopeless undevotion

i wish that when he says he wants me, needs me, that hed stick it out
im sick of waiting all these hours, trying not to live to love anything anywhere anyone else when i have him in the realms of possibility...

Saturday, February 27, 2010

illusion vs delusion

spin me faster, like a kaleidoscope
(all ive got is the floor)

Friday, February 26, 2010

menage a trois

when he say hey, how should she play?
what should she do when hes ending her blue?

Thursday, February 25, 2010

rest peacefully

seduced through the art of suicide...
wake up and find your way back to ESP, Cerpian Taxt.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010


let it ebb let it fade let it sink as i crawl;
in the dark, by your side, i cant possibly fall.


it is human to want to leave everything...

Monday, February 22, 2010


so see through your insides are out. transparent.
we see through your deceptions and bribes.

Saturday, February 20, 2010

suicide blonde

she swept them away with all her tricks
just eyes and smile; teeth and lips.


immersed in loves encounter, the heavens merge with hell...
my arms release my body, your arms held what i held.
finally i know youll take me, finally i know you fell
i climb into your body, climb into my own cell
dont turn the lights on, dont turn the lights on.

what i need to do

so here it is, here it goes; i could try it rock'n'roll.
a change-your-life-forever-tune...if a song could get me you

Thursday, February 18, 2010

blue wind gets so grey

waiting for this day to end. waiting for whats next, the next weekend, week, year. (always) hopeful, looking up. prepared for the good and the bad. standing on edge, ready to jump.

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

daze flown by over fading winds

that stage between wanting and happening
where, try as you might, it all seems so close, yet so far
when he is just staring eyes, insatiable lips and this shine of light upon you, around you, this deep cocoon that will always protect you...

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

all things wanting to be screamed

words and phrases, cryptic mazes
warnings and fears to stop all your tears
hope and despair. desperate desire for him to care...

Monday, February 15, 2010

that is the question

you have a choice. live or die.
every breath is a choice. every minute is a choice.
to be or not to be.


im waiting for the moment that screams i want you i need you;
touch me, love me, kiss me, (dont) desert me.

Sunday, February 14, 2010

hopelessly unromantic

"you blew through me like bullet holes, left stains on my sheets and stains on my soul"

litora, multum ille et terris iactatus et alto

all thats known, is history and science
torn apart by all of our violence

time to look up

touch the sky and taste the stars;
we wont fall, we were just ideas.

Saturday, February 13, 2010

the word of your body

im gonna be wounded im gonna be your wound
im gonna bruise you youre gonna be my bruise

Friday, February 12, 2010


they talk aimlessly. money is their idol.
and nothings okay unless its scripted in their bible

swimless floating

Thursday, February 11, 2010


how long will this take? how much can i go through? my heart, my soul aches... i dont know what to do.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

tears & tumult

ill never be good enough...

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

they keep living

i didnt know what to wear to your funeral
(i didnt have the strength to go)

strangers talk

you can blind me with your foxy lips

Monday, February 8, 2010

restless attempts

wake up to daydreams and late fees
sleep and find nothing.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

sugar coated sin

nothings just okay nothings not right nothings fading its just tinted light

painless pause

all they cared about was, sex and violence
then, a heavy bassline was my kind of silence...

Saturday, February 6, 2010


with claws poised at the ready for the night ahead

Friday, February 5, 2010

curl up and dye

wake up to a brand new shade.

what i want is what i need

Dragon Needed

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the scent of your skin lingers...

Thursday, February 4, 2010

alice & the woolf

weve served all these centuries as looking glasses... reflecting their figures at twice their natural size

sands of time

falling slowly.
diamonds to dust, hopes to ash

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

doctor doctor

im just an idea.


im not in control so let me go

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

do you ever

...wish that you could hum and spin so fast you could take back time? take back the noise and the sounds and the words?

Monday, February 1, 2010

but it was you i was thinking of

where are you now?
as im swimming through the stereo im writing you a symphony of sound... where are you now?


the great twin leitmotifs of the twentieth century - sex and paranoia - preside over us all our lives.


even in darkness your lips taste of sunshine