Tuesday, October 26, 2010


after all this time and all this loss
all i want is to taste your chaos

Monday, October 25, 2010


im so blue you cant get through
and wouldnt want to worry you.
youre so "smart" so you never have a doubt
and so wasted your insides are falling out.

Friday, October 22, 2010

the wait

the time started passing it flew right by but then then they started to wonder, why? why were things changing, what had they done? had they lost their will for fun? they didnt know fun. things were fading, changing from bright and howls grew louder and louder each night. the nights were dark, the nights were long and finally it struck:
that theyd always been wrong.

Thursday, October 21, 2010

the breaker

the waves took her away.
beneath the surface she glided like snakes
preying on those that fell
and finding, eventually, a satisfying silence...

Wednesday, October 20, 2010


and now, while she sleeps, we shall awaken the dreamer;
she doesnt deserve this world before her eyes.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010


you never knew that girl at all.
lying about that night
spreading words that never were
you waited, you said but you were nothing but vain
and now, its cold; only her bones remain.

Sunday, October 17, 2010


why are there so many secrets?
you may hide behind words, a name or a face
but in the end youll never win this race
times are changing, its time for fear
for like everything else, the end is near.
so fuck it up and hunt them down
theres no one there to hold your crown
you think youre great you think youre fine
but darling know: youre out of time.

Thursday, October 14, 2010


and you hanged us there like towels to dry
as though none of it had ever meant anything and like we had only ever been commodities of convenience
left and forgotten.
you used us, you moved us
and left us to dry.

Wednesday, October 13, 2010


it covers the doorways it covers your hands
you think its great but you dont understand
you never did and you never will
but you wait around till youve had your fill.
things get darker, its all a haze
and you scream and you scream, trapped in this maze
the hours pass by but oh, still;
youre trapped and were hungry, we want our fill.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010


you cant afford to lose me
so instead, you use me.

Sunday, October 10, 2010

its okay

youve got what you want
youve got what you need
the wait is over
you can finally breathe

Saturday, October 9, 2010


all these hours that life inspires
all these minutes but life transpires
all these seconds, stolen by liars;
to ensure all mine are wasted.

Friday, October 8, 2010


pre madonna high school drama
dont you wanna, really wanna
take that step, please do the honour
fix it, me? well im not gonna...

Monday, October 4, 2010

twenty eight

my essays say im scared, they tell me
so why oh why would i fear?
i look so small, so scared, but why?
for the end, is oh so near...

Saturday, October 2, 2010


i tried to call out to tell you;
but you werent there.
you never listened,
you never cared.