Tuesday, December 28, 2010


and in the darkness of the night
i want to see your fight
listen to you moan
as they corrupt you to your bones

Sunday, December 19, 2010


have you ever kissed the devil under the pale moonlight?
losing your faith by the end of the night?

Saturday, December 18, 2010


we drink all night and wake up bruised,
thinking were safe with nothing to lose.
we drink away our troubles and our fears
leaving us bruised and scarred for years.


all dolled up?
i got the voodoo.
watch your step,
we dont want to lose you...

Tuesday, December 14, 2010


soft to see but not to touch
he seemed amazing but he liked it rough.
sweetest kisses and eyes so deep
you thought he meant it but he left you in your sleep.

Sunday, December 12, 2010


crumpled sheets and unfinished dreams
everything started will burst at its seams.

Thursday, December 9, 2010


it took a while but we made it back
but now to escape from presumptions attack.
i made it back but not the same:
i dont want to play your messed up game.

Monday, December 6, 2010

those nights

second-hand smoke will follow your decisions
chasing the bad to haunt your eternal

Saturday, December 4, 2010


and there they were, painted black and blue
like different rubs of some nasty tattoo...

Thursday, December 2, 2010


boo hoo
you never really knew.
then it doesnt matter that were loosing you

Tuesday, November 30, 2010


and you looked at me with that fire in your eyes
and as the ambers glowed i knew you would leave me
for everyone does
and i knew that i couldnt take it, again...

Sunday, November 28, 2010


i saw your face in everyone, i swear
and it scared me so much.
i couldnt sleep at at all until i knew you were home
even though you didnt know i was waiting.

Thursday, November 25, 2010


i was standing there and it was like
those two wings from my back
leaving only gaping scars

Monday, November 22, 2010


and all you want is just to say:
ill be there, youll see, one day.
so dont go away, dont you move
youll see. ive got things to prove.

Sunday, November 21, 2010


and theres bite marks on my skin
from your sharply pointed grin...

Thursday, November 18, 2010

not i

oh gee youre so wise! oh god your thighs! youre so fucking cool, why play by the rules? so, hear my desperate cries as they ring through the night... wait. thats right, i see through your lies. so lets play no more games as we waste away our days. i need to inject before you fucking infect.

Monday, November 15, 2010


in that tight tight dress
what a psychedelic mess.
and she didnt know how to stop it.

Sunday, November 14, 2010

already won

check your flight make sure its right and try, if you can, to last the night. check shes fine and check her lies walk the streets with exposed upper thighs. walk til morning and work the day sell yourself to get your pay you arent anything you arent new.
this game is over, i think you lose.

Saturday, November 13, 2010


i never knew a thing about him:
from his angels smile to devils intentions he was pure confusion.
but now, as his hand rests upon my leg
i know he has even more layers then i could ever know...

Friday, November 12, 2010

evils kiss

and in that night you were everything to me.
but as days and hours pass you fade away:
"ill give you a reason," you say and i need little more to prompt me...
and much to stop me.

Sunday, November 7, 2010


in her dreams were girls with bones like bird cages, dancing upon dusty stages laced with red lights. gone were pajama days and barely there nights. these were the days of the dreams, the disease...

Monday, November 1, 2010


and in those moments when we lie there
all i keep thinking, as i draw my fingers over your back
is that one day we will only be particles
...until, like dust, we settle


lets scrape away all these distant ideals
for one day we will just be bones, and dust...

Tuesday, October 26, 2010


after all this time and all this loss
all i want is to taste your chaos

Monday, October 25, 2010


im so blue you cant get through
and wouldnt want to worry you.
youre so "smart" so you never have a doubt
and so wasted your insides are falling out.

Friday, October 22, 2010

the wait

the time started passing it flew right by but then then they started to wonder, why? why were things changing, what had they done? had they lost their will for fun? they didnt know fun. things were fading, changing from bright and howls grew louder and louder each night. the nights were dark, the nights were long and finally it struck:
that theyd always been wrong.

Thursday, October 21, 2010

the breaker

the waves took her away.
beneath the surface she glided like snakes
preying on those that fell
and finding, eventually, a satisfying silence...

Wednesday, October 20, 2010


and now, while she sleeps, we shall awaken the dreamer;
she doesnt deserve this world before her eyes.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010


you never knew that girl at all.
lying about that night
spreading words that never were
you waited, you said but you were nothing but vain
and now, its cold; only her bones remain.

Sunday, October 17, 2010


why are there so many secrets?
you may hide behind words, a name or a face
but in the end youll never win this race
times are changing, its time for fear
for like everything else, the end is near.
so fuck it up and hunt them down
theres no one there to hold your crown
you think youre great you think youre fine
but darling know: youre out of time.

Thursday, October 14, 2010


and you hanged us there like towels to dry
as though none of it had ever meant anything and like we had only ever been commodities of convenience
left and forgotten.
you used us, you moved us
and left us to dry.

Wednesday, October 13, 2010


it covers the doorways it covers your hands
you think its great but you dont understand
you never did and you never will
but you wait around till youve had your fill.
things get darker, its all a haze
and you scream and you scream, trapped in this maze
the hours pass by but oh, still;
youre trapped and were hungry, we want our fill.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010


you cant afford to lose me
so instead, you use me.

Sunday, October 10, 2010

its okay

youve got what you want
youve got what you need
the wait is over
you can finally breathe

Saturday, October 9, 2010


all these hours that life inspires
all these minutes but life transpires
all these seconds, stolen by liars;
to ensure all mine are wasted.

Friday, October 8, 2010


pre madonna high school drama
dont you wanna, really wanna
take that step, please do the honour
fix it, me? well im not gonna...

Monday, October 4, 2010

twenty eight

my essays say im scared, they tell me
so why oh why would i fear?
i look so small, so scared, but why?
for the end, is oh so near...

Saturday, October 2, 2010


i tried to call out to tell you;
but you werent there.
you never listened,
you never cared.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

dream chase

...it never ends...

Monday, September 27, 2010

the tower

misery, distress, calamity too
wherever you hide, its heights will find you.
deception, ruin, and disgrace
the towers longs; hungry, with haste.

Thursday, September 23, 2010


this emptiness will haunt you...

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

the end

red rover red rover
its finally over.
the ones that i love
ill never disown you
the ones that i love
ill never forget you.

Sunday, September 19, 2010


like some deluded sleeping beauty,
her finger pricked,
she fell upon the table
staining the fabric before her crimson.

Friday, September 17, 2010

the tribe

it was all there in the drums beat;
i heard it there, as we stamped our feet.
this tribal day with our longings true
i feel this primal desire for you.

Thursday, September 16, 2010

locked away

...and in our strength
we shall eat nothing but teeth,
until we are sufficed...

Saturday, September 11, 2010

the last years

all those silly cigarettes we smoked, those drinks till we were blind
what we wanted to have fun fun fun
and we needed that, at the time...

Friday, September 10, 2010


just like we are, youll be dust...

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

calm after storm

as night begins to fall,
you hold me tight,
whispering gently as you caress my skin.
the stars bloom around us as deep descends
we slowly part, farewelling our sin.

Sunday, September 5, 2010


i grew up in sorrows city,
nurtured by the undead
and fantasizing, of the day youd take me away...

Saturday, September 4, 2010


i see you in my dreams, sometimes, and you terrify me.
you may be bright eyes, soft lips and open hands
but i know that as soon as you touch me, i break...

Monday, August 30, 2010


we spent days, filled with desire,
making plans for the memories we hoped to make...