so remember the greek myths? there was one about atlas. he carried the world (the globe/atlas whatever) on his shoulders
so i feel that this is the perfect metaphor for how i have been feeling lately.
so i know im melodramatic with what ive been saying so colloquially laterly
but everything feels so heavy. theres this weight on top of me smothering me, weighing me down. i cant breathe. im drowning. head held under the waves by something metaphorical. the weight of the world and my perils.
i hate that i keep checking if your there. who the fuck am i? i hate myself for this...