failing, she floats home alone, again.
she needs advice but theyre on a different level to her
they dont have the communication, the social, skills she needed to interact with
they werent old enough in literal figures or in personal growth to handle what she had to say
to take what she needed, so desperately, to spit out without turning the situation to themselves and create something she didnt want, to pull attention.
she didnt want the attention on her. she didnt want anyone to notice that she was no longer herself.